sorry i havent been on for a long time. my dad put be safe on my computer and it blocked this sight so havent been able to get on but we just got a new laptop and he hasent put it on here so hopefuly i will be able to post my art and stuff from here ^^

I AM SO FREEKING SICK OF MY FAMILY IN MO!!!!! they keep dieing. i just got back from my great grandpas funaral and now i have to go back up for my grandmas. i know i should probably be morning or something like that and i probably would if everyone up there didnt treat me like crap. aparently i scare them or something. UU i whana stay home but it dosent matter anyway even if i do go up there they wont even know im there. well i guess sence this is the 3d funaral in my family up there this month i should be able to stay home or something. but if things keep up like this i wont have a family and that wouldent be so bad i guess well atleast the family on my moms side i actuly like my dads side. okay well i guess i should stop talking and start packing for my death. arrrg i hate this.

me and josh broke up UU well for the time being. we had a lot of problums so we desided to take a brake for the time being. and hes realy emotional and im not so its kind of weard that he cryed about it and i didnt. so it getting harder and harder to deal with.

Hey sorry I haven’t written in a long time. Things are getting kind of weird around my house. First of all I spent Christmas in the hospital because my grandma had a problem or something, then I was completely rejected by my family (the ones that live in MO not my family family) so I just sat in the corner of the bathroom and played my DS (which I got for Christmas....barley) and I swear no one new I was there. Josh (my boy friend ~fondle fondle~) got me a web cam and new head phones so that was pretty cool. O by the way our 3 YEAR anniversary is coming up on Jan 6 and I’m working on his present but its not coming out like I paned. I had someone form DA draw a pic of me and him and I was going to color it and put a back ground on it but my coloring sucks and I don’t know how to do back grounds, and I’m so busy with school and my brother is going to be home schooled now to its just so annoying. And I told my mom I was afraid of him since he kept beating me so now he’s all nice and it’s scaring me. I’m halfway done with my cross stitch which is looking awesome. And we got a kitty to keep me company since my parents think I’m so lonely and have no friends (I do they just don’t realize it)

Well I better go I have to clean my room because my friend (Jake) is coming over tomorrow to work on our comic ^^ bye

I'm so exsighted! I just started this huge cross stitch pattern of Sora from Kingdom Hearts 2. We are going out to buy the thread we don't have today but I have already started on the hair with what we have. I can't wait to get finished and see how it turns out. I'm hoping I can have the head done by Sunday, but I don't know if I can pull it off. Send me and email or comint on the journal entry if you would like me to send you a pic of what I have done so far.

P.S. This is the first time I have actuly capatolised and puncuated a sentance on here so you should be proud of me ^_^ I can be so.......smart some times........~cough cough~